MAGIC

I DON'T BELIEVE IN MAGIC!

I DON'T BELIEVE THAT THERE IS REALLY FOREVER WHEN WE TALK ABOUT LOVE.

Haaaaysss. I'm 21 years old now and I've been in a relationships already but single ako ngayon. Napaka typical ng buhay pag-ibig. May darating, may mang-iiwan. At first, it's magical but in the end, it's a trick. HAHA. I really can't understand how true love goes. Why there are people always insisting of forever. Really nonsense. I'm not bitter. Though my ex told me that I am. In fact, I found loving as mysterious. My ex always argue with me when we talk about LOVE. Funny how he insists that love is within your choice. Magmamahal ka once you choose to love. But since raw I chose not to hold on to him and chose not to open my heart for that LOVE, then bitter daw ako. I don't really get his point though. I just nod and nod. HAHA. 

Maybe nga it's true na bitter ako. I don't like cheesy lines. I hate surprises. I'm not into relationship na sobrang OA. Yes, I admit. I'm still not ready to go deeper in a relationship. Kaya siguro mas gusto kong maging loner than to be with someone na OA. hehe. "Oa na baboy" kasi ang tawag ko sa ex ko. HAHA. I'm actually a kind of person na makulit, pasaway, at moody. Pero naiintindihan niya ako. :)

Sa ngayon, I'm focusing on my work, my family is my center of happiness. Their happiness is my happiness as well. I always make sure na I make them proud. I struggled in my studies in order for them to be proud of me. I promised pa nga na makakaakyat din kau sa stage na yan. Pakikinggan niyo akong magsalita in front of many people. I graduated with distinction and I already passed the licensure  examination. I worked alone far with them. 

So far, my life as a single, and living alone in this city is okay naman until nakilala ko this guy. He's the reason of my confusion now. Hays. The feeling that he's the man a girl could wish for. A photographer and magician. You want to believe what he is saying however, on the other side, you're scared to start believing...